Letter

To the girl who loves him next,

I have come to terms with the fact that he is no longer mine. To be honest, I’m not sure he was in the first place, he could have been had there been enough time. You are so lucky to have what you do, you have no idea, or maybe you do. If he has chosen you then you must be special too. If he has chosen to open his heart to you, it means that he sees you as someone he can trust to share the deepest parts of himself with. He doesn’t open up easily but when he does he is so gentle. That is one thing I always loved the most. He changes when you are alone with him. His voice changes. It becomes gentle and soft. I don’t know how to describe it better than that. He is a strong man, he is clumsy and childish (in the best possible ways), and adventurous. You will know the voice when you hear it because it is such a beautiful and gentle contrast to his usually playful personality. He is the type of person you would never expect to hold you quietly, to share breaths with you and to look at you with adoration but he is and if he loves you he will show that part of himself to you. I wish I were theperson experiencing   that voice, and his touch and his mind but I am not. He has chosen to share that with you and i pray to a god that I don’t even believe in that you are deserving because there is no better gift than to be loved by him. Please take care of him. Sometimes he will want to close himself off or embark on dangerous adventures. Sometimes he needs someone to hold him back and just hold him. If he loves you. If he truly does. If you make him happy, it is all I can ask for.

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